Lately it seems that I am never ever at home…
as I was hurrying to get out the door today to make it to yet another appointment I may have rushed my babies more than necessary. As I was driving to my daughter’s appointment I kept looking at those faces in the rear view mirror. All I could see was how awful I had been to them because we were running a little behind. That’s when my mommy guilt kicked in and I just wanted to squeeze each of them so tight and let them know that I love them more than anything in this world. These 4 precious girls brighten my days and make all the stress worth it! When we arrived at the office, before going in I made sure to let them know that I loved them so much and that sometimes I get caught up in what I’m doing. I apologized to the girls and let them know that I was sorry!
My mommy heart has really been on me lately about not spending enough time with them. When I lay down at night I’ll think I could have been less harsh or I should have played one more game with them. They are only so little once and I’m not a fan of time, so I want to try and enjoy every single thing about them! I know tomorrow their little bodies will have grown just a tiny bit more and they will be just a tiny bit older! ( me included)
This post is more for me than it is any of my readers, because I want to look back at this one day and say I made it! I tried my best to kiss each boo boo, squeeze them a little tighter, tell them I love them more, and just enjoy them each day!
The Lord sure did bless me with the sweetest little girls Heaven had to offer!